Summer Goals/To Do List:

As of now I have about 4 months left until school starts and iv been thinking of what I want to do with my time. I was debating with possibly getting a new job, starting some new crafts, etc. but Iv really got to thinking of what I NEED to be doing, or actually would I should be doing. I was talking to my mom and dad and they were telling me about how my dads health has been deteriorating. He's been laid off due to a physical injury at work and since then its just been a downwards spiral where hes even having knee problems and issues walking. He's only 63 years old which is fairly young to be having issues even walking. He was talking about how important it is to stay fit and healthy especially considering the fact that diabetes runs in my family. Most of my uncles and aunts and as of now possibly my brother, has diabetes and high blood pressure from lack of eating healthy and not exercising.

 (Hehe I thought it was ironic that this drawing totally looks like me! Messy bun ftw)

This kind of got me thinking. I never exercise OR eat healthy. Ever. I get tired just chasing my niece or walking up works stairs and sadly, out of laziness, I find myself taking the elevator to the second floor to our office. Iv always been small framed but I know my insides look like poop from how badly I eat and how little I take care of my body. I want to start a new goal this summer! Iv never tried being fit before but I think now is a good time considering how unhealthy my family has been getting and at this rate im sure to be there right along with them. Im going to get a gym pass. Im hesitant because I dont like the idea of going by myself, just doesn't seem fun but I think if I have it I know I will want to get my moneys worth considering how much of a cheapskate I am hehe. I dont necessarily want to lose weight, I want to get fit and I have 4 months to do so! Alright I need to stop saying that I want and Id like to do things, time to actually DO them!