I went on a third date last night and I feel like such a stupid head. I met a guy at work he asked for my number we went out last night for dinner and ice cream. The whole time he was trying to hold my waist, touch my butt, get SUPER close to my face and was invading my bubble. He was a HUGE show off, which was even more of a turnoff. And to top it off he stole a kiss. But not just any kiss, a slobbery one :(. For me, I dont do kisses unless I REALLY like you. You only get one if I say you can and I have to have some pretty strong feelings for you if I do. Yea Im sure people kiss everyone and there really is no longer a 'meaning' so to speak, because its just something thrown around so casually. But to MEE its much more than that. He even told me "you're tooo nice" should I be meaner or something? Maybe my niceness shows weakness and makes guys think im easy or don't deserve at least some room. Thats my problem I guess. Well regardless, why are boys gross. He isnt the first one to be all touchy feely and assertive. Please give me space. I do not like feeling your warm breath on me :(. If I am getting these vibes from a guy then that must mean theres other things I dont like about him. I guess its time to end it now like the others. BOYS WHY YOU SO PUSHY :( he wants to see me today so I am going to tell him that I rather we just be friends. Am I doomed to be 'just friends' with all of my dates? geesh.
Today was better. I went with my sister to get her Childhood Cancer tattoo. The owner of the shop was so touched by hearing my nephews story that he said they would do the tattoo for free. She just needed to give the artist a tip. So here it is. Its gold, looks a little orange in the photo but it'll turn gold once it heals.
Last note is I just wanted to mention that Joaquin has chemo on Wednesday, but its the spinal chemo which gives him the worst pain :( so if you could please keep him in your prayers that would be great :)
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